My Luyf Sux

2011-07-03T08:59:00.000-07:00

HI ,
my ferst 2011 post . tis year very sway . money , family , guys n frens ..
urgh .. iriitating ! will post more abt it abt every single of my problems . FML kaeyh . so yar . todae jer da sway -.- k lar bye !

2010-10-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

w0w!
it's been quite a while since i post..
been busy..urm,results okey
pass al but dr0p all..xp
mamp0s ehk..
9key aniwaes,i wanna say dat suddenly everythinq went t0tslly wr0nq..
0hmyg0d,wad happen??!!!
why aqain seyh..
fcuk larrr................
sp0il my m00d..
h0w i wish......................
nehmind...
urm,skewls endinq s00n..
dats s0 bad news rite??
hmmmm....bye ppl..haha..
i dun0 wad t0 d0 n0w..
s0 fcukinq bb0red..:(
k lar bye..
SNA<3 has bc0m SNA:'''''(

2010-10-02T19:17:00.000-07:00

oh yeah..

a few more days EOY aready..

so worried..got to start with the books again..

but everytime i see a book,i've so no mood..how to study like this..

OMG so stress sia..

until how long am i just gonna keep everything with me..

hu is gonna help me go thru all tis...

i am so deeply hurt n yeah i cud rely on no1

do they really wan go thru everything wif me,step bystep??

juz to tel u guys..dun expect me to have high grades or wadeva shit..

maaybe even i'm going NA next year.hu noes..

`i'll try to keep smiling..'

2010-10-02T18:58:00.000-07:00

one thing to tell u guys is dat know the story b4 u speak..

ni tk tau ape bende.juz bcoz u find things doesn't mean i did dat rite..

cud be 4 my fren.wadeva it is juz dun say anything wen u dun even noe anything!!

i respect u only bcoz of 1 reason..

n if it wasn't abt that aku da maki kau terok2 ah..

korg tk akan faham psl u guys were never in my place..

kau pikir aku buat bende nieyh for fun kepe??

kepala otak kau la sia!!

kkorg pikir aku tk cube nk _________??

nmpksah it takes tyme kan..tkleh sabar perh korg..

pikir on dat day stop beyh teros da okey..

klakar perh!!

da lar eh,aku da pnat layan korgnye nonsense..

prangai mcm sial kau tau tk!

aku mcm nk bunuh kau taw!tpi it's against the law.xp

mepeknye..

k wadeva it is aku cume nk kate aku benci kau dri dulu tpi aku respect kau je psl 1 alasan..

2010-09-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HARI RAYA in advance!!

wow,so fast..haha.

although hari raya so stress.mum n dad keep fightting.

i mean pls be fair to each other.take turns la.

ur children haf feelings too.think abt it man..it is so stress-sening n heart-breakening.

sum more few weeks later exam.OMG!how to be happy like thiss.

tomorrow is hari raya so STOP FIGHTING.

how i wish i would not cry as badly as during hari raya b4 hari raya.

hope u understand la..OHGOD pls help me!!

2010-09-06T10:00:00.000-07:00

Today was so bad day.I HATE IT!
i dun wanna live on this kind of day again..stupid shit.
hope tomorrow wun be a bad day..haizz..
obviously bad mood now so i dun wan post long2.juz wait for next post.if nt tired n lazy
maybe i'll story mory..nah..
i dun story mory here..see la my mood..ah k la..
wadeva lar ehk..i dun wan post animore.
k bye!
btw,i hope i's not true..ya noe..:(

2010-09-04T09:02:00.000-07:00

A GREAT BIG THANK YOU TO HID FOR CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN!!

thank you very much!!love you many2..haha

kk.ppl,i'm at dorm ..pls sms me..btw,its not reallly dorm its my dads hse.XP

kurang ajar ehk.haha..OH MY!!its gonna be raya soon..im so planning

on my apologizing speech..haha..seriously it's so hard..

aniwaes..nxt week school holiday but im schooling on the 1st days..haizz..

mon-netball carnival

tue-remedial

wed-netball

lecehnyer nk gy netball..haha..i really2 hope ___________________

"1 ku l0 >u e S2>f a rulezXez"

hheheh..dun figure this out..haha..k.will be gme by tomorrow mayb..

at nite so yeah.usually come here juz to haf siblings bonding..yeah\m/

kk..wan to stop here..btw,dun even think of TRYING to get back wif us..-.-

2010-09-03T09:24:00.000-07:00

OMG!OMG!OMG!
EXAMS!!Nonono,$$$
no study first no help2 first no _____ first no her no him no you no me no ARRRGGHH!!!
this is driving me crazy!!stop enterring my life!!its freaking hard to settle these problems by myself..boleh meletop sia otak!pening!da..wadeva it is..its hard for me to post in this blog.i mean everyday,there must be something personal happening.haizz..da la bye..nn hope i m in the mood for raye.lol.bye

2010-08-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

HALOZZZ!!!
I SOOO LOVE TODAYY!!i want to elaborate ONLY in the evening..
went to lot 1 .wif daphne.rode cab.then met hid n sak.k blahblahblah
then,went we gila2 is we were infront of sumting building..taking pictures.
crazy sia we all..we break fast then watch the concerrt.
we scream like crazy sia..thank god no sore throat.
haha..then,we look met dyannah,sabrina n nelly.
we like long tyme neva meet sia..take lots2 pictures.
then the three ppl hu were in the band had to go..:(
awww..haha..so we lepak2 for a while..
that's where i was like 'high'
i lie down on the ground.HAHA
took2 lots2 pictures..then walk to the interchange.while walking,we were still 'high'
lol.then discuss where to go..bugis??vivo??tiong bahru??
in the end lot 1.haha.daphne drop at bukit gombak.the
rest at lot 1.went to mccafe,hid bought food as she was hungry..
then she went hme straight.left with me n sak..we stayed,chitchat,then
wait for our parents to pick us up..
what a night rite..i wish DMF could spent a whole night like this..
n i wud neve eva forget the day.k done posting.
enjoy reading.gtg.buhbye!:D

2010-08-21T09:57:00.000-07:00

HEllO!!
sorie again!!hahaq..urm..where shud i start..hmm..
kay..a few days ago was Sabrina's burfdae!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AKAQ!!
sorie late wish..haha..n ur another present will be done soon..
hehe..so..blahblahblah..
now,just came back from meeting dad..so freaking headache..
all bcoz of $$$
$$$ is so messing wif my life..
dunno how to face mum tomorrow..
hope she wun bring the case up to court..
haizz..stupid $$$
make my life miserable..aniwaes,I PASS ALL EXAMS!!
wait3,MT dunno yet..SHIT!!
i think i failed..now that spoilt my mood..
hmmph!okey wadeva lar..n there is one news for me but i dunno
whether that news is good or bad for me..
like half2..n akaq,it;s been long since we share some secrets..
miss ya lots ya noe..hmm..new pet cuming..2.
jantan n betina..so can have babies..
it's called sugar glider..go see uhq wad is it..
so the abnormal..i even have a sphynx cat.i think
i got the spelling wrong lol..n another cat which i forgot wad cat..
i can't wait to go back skool..haf sum probs. in skool too:D
k buhbyes!
love ya lots readers<3

2010-08-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

WOW!
lots of exam rite...
i got 13 for history..WTF rite..
nehmind must study very2 hard n not be like....
i have to stay express sia...
IH i hate you!
y did u haf to appear in my life??
k fine wadeva....
i dunno wad to say..i mean its like magic..
haha..copied from tv:D
k bye..

2010-08-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

for bitches out there,especially blackie,looks up...some photos for ya guys;D

2010-08-09T08:31:00.000-07:00

HELLOZZ!!
sorie-orie-orie for not posting..haha..
lazy lar..
aniwaes,Sijia,,thank u for ... every night..
aniwaes...........
stress lurh,till wen uhq im going to be like this??
fed up sia..
n hope my sis haf time for me...

tomorrow post again lar...
today boring ah..:D

2010-08-02T09:43:00.000-07:00

short post!
i hate it ya noe..wed exam then,this thing came!!ughh!!
like there's no other day...-.-
kay lar wadeva..wish me gud luck!
n btw, this thing makes me happy:D

2010-07-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

looksie uppy ^^^^
guesse who??:P
blueks..find out urself..
i love n miss her sia
girl,wen u wan myt me uhq??
lol..kay,aniwae probably sum of u noe aready..
but haven see her face right..
show aready..:D
harap kiter myt k gerl:D
kay bye..so tired uhq..

2010-07-21T08:58:00.000-07:00

hiyas!
posting a short one.
now currently downloading songs.
n tomorrow meeting twinneh!:D
aniwaes,i thought HER name was scraped off??
wth!i noe she ......but she said.....
wadeva lar ehk...
those blanks^^
figure it out urself...:P
so can't wait to meet twinneh since(wrote at my "book")
k lar bye!

2010-07-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

OMG!
i'm sick!
i need to go to school coz sum1 need me..
cough uhq...
batok chest pain..
mcm heart pain jgak XP
wadeva lar..can't wait for tomorrow..
n s this sickness the bad thing??
couldn't be..
i'm still uneasy like dat..haish..
kay wadeva..have to type fast incase uncle off modem..
kay today i wrote 'the book'
lol..kay wadeva..probably gonna be a busy day tomorrow...
maybe..hmmm...nn..ily no matter wad kay..
hope u noe...wad i meant..
kay wadeva...lol..k let's end her..buhbye!
<3 DNLH

2010-07-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

hello!

todae,nothing much happen..hmmm.so boring..
these days have been sms-ing hid..
haha..okeys n i dunno y but i'm like tk sedap hati..
i dunno y but i'm sure sumting is gonna happen..
but wad is it..omg !i' so stress okey!
y ek,u make me so curious??
pls dun make feel weird or guilty anymore..
pnat lurh..
haish..biler nk berubah,problem mesti ader2 jer...
sial sia...
seriously sia..
aku ader bnyk problem taw...
dark secrets is still kept in my heart taw..
but who am i suppose to share it with..
pls larr..aku da try tk tnjk kau aku ni sakit kat dlm taw
kalau aku tnjk kau,kau nanti sedeh ke wadeva...
haish..da wadeva..pening uhq..mcm da tkleh buat aper2 taw
aku nk bbual ngan kau..tpi everytime aku nk bbual aku mcm teros
blank gyturh..tkder topic nk bbual..panik gyturh..
hmmm..pnat aku hidop mcm ginieyh..
kau bukannyer nk tolong.kau lagy ader tmbhkan problem..:(

2010-07-17T09:41:00.001-07:00

hello!!
been trying to post but my uncle keep switching off the modem at the wrong time-.-
aniawaes,i dunno wad to say coz rushing lols..
aniwaes,to___________,
i <3 you no matter what happens kay:D
i will be posting in my "diary" if i neva update blog
n i'm still freaking angry wif _____
mepek seyh...
kk.dunno wad to saay..hmmm..oh yar
i love DNLH
the 'n' stands for my name...
n i have 3 husband n a lot of scandals..:D
oohh n n i dun tink so i wan learn japanese..hehe..coz i'm like wan to learn hindi too..
aniwaes,i i i i i i i i i i i i i i i iii i i love you all who is reading this...
so random-.-
hid-hope ur dad get well soon
sakinah-annyeong!haha..random...
dani-rileks kay..aniwaes,how the hell r u gonna read this..haha

2010-07-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

hello!
sorie neva post..been sleepy..zzzzzz...
i am so happy juz now because of sumting.:P bernice noe..rite3??
aniwaes,to this girl,u coludn't and won't understand me..
i guesse i am just to complicated..
and i dun tink i am the friend u can rely on.
i mean seriously..
i really miss the fun times we had together..
i really2 miss them and won't forget2 it..
i dunno whether u are happy or wadeva..i'm not happy though..
but what to do...
i dun wan to be a sad or emo girl or wadeva animore..
i'll try my best not to..
i wan to be happy everyday if i can.coz from what i usually experience,
it always end badly..:(
ppl,i need ur help..
help me in wadeva way..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
TO SUZIRIANTI BINTE SUHAIMI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
sorrry if i can't cum juz now:(
aniwaes,gerl u're 13!
congratulations..haha..
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kays people.
we'll see abt tomorrow or my next post:D
whether part of me has changed..
wish me good luck..lols:D

2010-07-08T08:08:00.000-07:00

Konnichiwa!
i now noe that the the problem was me.
it is.
i'll try to change coz i dunno wads wrong wif me.lols
well,i wasn't that comfortable juz now.
like dania said, i am " "
syarah shud noe.it was sad though.
i tried to get close but i duno lar..kay duno wad to say.
but aniwaes juz wanna say that i will try my best! okeys:D
sayonara!

2010-07-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

~the truth is ugly~

Wow!
sorry for the lack of post..haha
sabrina ask me to update so now i'm updating..
today had pse for first lesson..
"curiousity"
this word..the teacher said this word during pse
when we were talking about pornography..lols
the boys were so hyper-.-
actually this word reminds me of something..
not of porn!-.-
about friendship/friends
i'm curious abt sumting but nvm..
well actually,i'm ....
i can't express my feelings here..
i dun wan "___" to noe...
first thing i'm sorry..
maybe i'm not good at making jokes..
lols..
second,there is something behind my 'nothing'
maybe it's abt you.well,80-90% abt you..
i didn't tel u coz it,i dun wanna see ur reaction..
i dun wanna hurt you,that's why i dun wanna tel..
like the quote up there^^
u wan to noe,but i dun wanna tel
wait til the right time..
the time will soon come..
`patience is virtue'
lols.kays and i'll try to post again
coz sometymes i'm too lazy so i use phone to access
internet and i can't post through phone..
dunno y lar...
kay byes
NaiLah~

2010-06-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

hello!
todae juz wanna post pictures.
look^^^^
the 7th pic,the one with the dog..
that line simply explains it..
and i fee like dying,,if i wud to kill myself,that wud be a sin.
if i were to hurt myself,like ...the 'emo ppl' shud noe
where's the friend whom i've long for??
i keep crying but no one saw coz i dun wan them to.
if not they will be asking what's wrong..
and obviously i wud say nothing...
then they wud juz leave me..
it's bcoz i dun tink they are the 'friend' i'm looking for..
that person wud always giv me advice,be there when i need them..
no one understands me..yar like real you understand me..
while waiting for you,'friend',i'll do sumting..

2010-06-28T08:36:00.000-07:00

~I wonder if your "I love you" is only a past tense, a present continuous tense or future continuous tense~

looks up..it's not only the phrase "i love you",it could be something different....
if only that person noes that i'm talking bout that person..
aniwaes,first day sux sia...school became fucking shit sia!!except for some lessons...
ooohh..NO MORE MR WOO!!woohoo!!
haha!the woo's dynasty is over..lols...
how the fucking can i lepak when schools end fucking late!
teachers are AKUMA!
nehmind lar..i'll figure out a way..shock at some ppl bcozzz....
not so great today..no fun at all..

2010-06-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

こんにちは
konnichiwa
which also means hello.
yup,it's japanese.
i wanna learn another language so
i decided to learn japanese since my
mom and dad know how to speak them.
aniwaes,私は今日の悪い感情を持つ
aniwaes,i have a bad feeling .............
want to noe??figure it out urself..
haha..:P
it's 12+ and it's school todae..
a few weeks ago:yeah!
now:hmmm...
timetable??teachers??
dun ask..i haven't finish geog.!!
OMG rite!but todae dun have geog.
and i dunno whether the teachers wanna
collect them or not.
post again later nite/tomorrow morning..
bye/sayonara

`Nur Nailah Miza

2010-06-25T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps...
now at tiong bahru:D
yeah it's true i dun wanna go school coz i haf a bad feeling..:(
i dunno y..i dun haf ani1 to talk to..hmmm...:(
why i dun haf a friend who i can always rely oon??i dunno
if u think u r the person tell me.coz ive long want a friend like you..
i juz hope u wud cum to my life asap.:(

2010-06-21T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps!:(
now totally bad mood..dun wanna say..telling one friend hu is always online..;p
so dun wanna say aniting so buhbye!

2010-06-20T02:56:00.000-07:00

STRESS LURH HMEWERK!!
bnyk perh..
left with science,mt n I.H
hmm...
science:need to use microsoft word n then upload
my microsoft word rosak WTF rite!!
mt:haf to upload or download then print!!
I.H:need to do stupid brochure,then need to paste pictures n the fucking pictures is with my friend..:@
the rest all done..
stress sia!!
memang nk kene maki nieyh cikgu smue!
skali punye maki tk cukupnyer...!!
da arh too angry to post!!

2010-06-19T09:02:00.000-07:00

yup2!
i totally have mixed feelings right now...
HAPPY:
thanks to twinnehkusayangsngt2..
she make me happier juz now..:D
SAD:
i'm sad coz i have this feeling dat my friends forgot about..
not normal friends..the unexpected ones..:(
very sad though..but nevamind..
excited:
school reopening yeah!
nervous:
can't finish hmewerk in time..:(
n more but adios!!
`Nailah

2010-06-19T04:20:00.000-07:00

i've got nothing to say..
that line up there simply explains it..
what to do:(:(
~when something ends,something new begins~

2010-06-17T09:58:00.000-07:00

looks up^^^^
that's Sabrina♥
my bestfriend....
i just post-ed sumting for her at her blog..
she ask-ed me to..
since she's away i'll be posting for her till she cum back..
hmmmm...i miss her lots2
ku syang dan rindu die bnyk2/sngt2
DMF is incomplete without her!!
haha..:D
aniwaes,i wanna say have fun at there!!

2010-06-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

todae,i had a netball carnival.
woke up at 5+ then went skool.
reach at 6.40+...
lent amy jersey...
called the rest..
skipskipskip
otw to ccab,ms tho told us dat there will be only few schools so maybe blahblahblah...
SKIP
we played a lot of rounds.twice with each team..
so overall i got to play for 3 or 4 rounds..
yeah!lols..
hmm..
aniwaes,MAYBE there will be another carnival we will be going IF ms heo is free..
i dunno..hope that day wun be my bad day..haha..
finished at 1+.so ate,then walk2..wif sakinahbestie.
h yeah forgot to say.i met sabrinalove while eating.i hug her as if we never met for a long time.haha
aniwaes.afta walk lepak at 1 blok.chat3
then went home.at home.got problems.
fed up lar..
hmmm..kk byyee.
ps:I MISS YOU SABRINA

2010-06-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

~No matter where you're from, you can get where you wanna be. Be Inspired!~

heylo!
todae met hid at 12 like dat.met sabby at sweetie.went to cdans wif them.played bowling.i lost!!WHAT HAPPEN TO MY BOWLING SKILLZZZ!!haha..afta 1 game it's 1+.so think where to go.but in the end went to vivo.at first wanted to go imm.but then no one speak up but all wanted to go..haha..so went vivo..ate at banquet..walk2 until 4+.then went hme..we were rushing as all needed to go hme..haha..lols..then went lot 1 bought sumting then bus-ed hme.brought my adeq kesayangan to the doctor and he actually has chicken pox!!haha..i still haven get chicken pox..lols..ate at habib..then taxi-ed hme..done2!!posting2!!dats all..haha..so now everyone like dun like me going out..hmmm...sorry guys but can't go out..maybe..high possibility not going out anymore..nvm..text2 aites..hmmm..:(:'(

2010-06-13T09:56:00.000-07:00

~jealousy will get you laughed at by the people you're jealous of~

hello peeps...
sorry didn't post yesterdae was too lazy coz...later lar say...
so todae woke up at 10+..
blahblahblah
went to bottle tree park
then west coast park or was it east coast park??
arh wadeva lar..
so then went to ayer rajah. ...
sumwhere there lar...
then my stepgrandma hse..
n went hme..
so done for todae..
haha..malas nk elaborate..
nvm..
____________________________________________________________________
13/06/2010

stayed at hme till afternoon..
then went to ...forgot where but the last place was downtown east coz got bbq...
stayed until 11+.then reached hme at 12+..use lappy..
chat wif hid till 2 a.m..
done..haha..so short..probably post more tomorrow..

2010-06-10T09:31:00.000-07:00

~take me as i am or watch me as i go~
__________________________________________________________________

HELLO!HELLO!
'looks up'..so random quote..haha..todae so boring...stayed home for the whole day..gud gurl rite??..haha..so todae nuting much to say..stepdad didn't go work..n had to take care of him n lil bro..kay done posting bout todae..haha!!so short..nvm
aniwaes i so totally agree wif sakinahbestie<3 abt not looking forward going to netball carnival or sumting..daphne will be picking me up aniwae..haha.lols..thank god sec 1 dun need wear dat skirt..i fucking hate dat skirt..muker aku nk pkai skirt..kay2 done posting..dunno wad else to say..bye2!!:D

ps:i will be posting 1 quote before every post from now..xD

2010-06-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

okokok...
todae woke up at 5.30am to go skool for netball from tiong bahru!!.while going there sms-ed bernice to bring extra shoe coz i forgot bring XD...then, sakinahbestie sms-ed saying she reached like fucking early..so walk in a faster pace.reach skool bus stop met sakinah,suhailah n some other ppl...
(skip)(skip)(skip)
went lot with sakinahbestie.went mcD..then walk2 go at lot then met sabby n nelly.rode 307 bus coz was so engrossed with something..thenthen,bought kiriman things n went hme...
DONE!!
so boring rites..i agree..now like so fucking bored..

ps:these days i'm so crazy with quotes!!
;Probably you don't need other people. But I can guarantee other people need you.

2010-06-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

1)You cannot always have
happiness, but you can always give happiness.

2)Don't be too quick to judge.
Praise people loudly, but blame them softly.

3)Jealousy will get you nowhere. Sorry.. Yes, it
...

4)
Sometimes the good walks right out of your life..
leaving room for the great. Let it go!

5)When your soulmate arrives,
it'll be clear to you why it didn't work out with anyone else.

6) If you're in a bad relationship,
either do something about it or shut the hell up!

7) All women are born deserving love. Choosing that is up to them.

8) The past has no power over you. You know that it's over, and you live solely in the present... Move! Go Forward!

2010-06-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

todae:
woke up like going skool...there was lightning and thunder so i went out late.called syuhada and she pick me up from my house to skool...we were late but not the latest person..haha..do netball thing and i so wanted to fucking kill coach.how many rounds does she want us to run sia;3 rounds as normal,5round AROUND THE SKOOL!!,n 4 laps up n down at the parade square..WTF right!!my knee was like fucking pain and felt as if my leg was going to be broken.if my leg was broken i'm so gonna ask her to give me her leg!!kays so afta netball waited like how many minutes to get back valuables as the teacher was like GONE..called sabby ask her if can go her hse but can't,called hid and she juz woke up..haha..aniwae i could go her hse..went lot1.bought food for breakfast lunch and dinner which is actually mcspicy meal.haha..rode lrt to hid's crib..reached there use her lappy..heheh..chat3...watch R&J..not fully but understand the story and hate some parts...so stayed until 5+.lrt-ed to bpp.met mom..bought some stuffs then taxi-ed home.kays so done wif posting..hmmm...

2010-06-06T08:24:00.001-07:00

the question is why???
asl kau tk layan aku nieyh..
ape salah yg aku buat kat kau..
aku stakat nk buat kwn ngan salah kerh??
kiteorg bru kenal brape hari..
kenape??why??
kalau tknk bbual ngan aku lagy blang aku tkleh ker??
aku nk dgar dri mulut kau sendiri...
pull urself together n talk to me n tel me..
aku tk kesah kalau kau nk our friendship continue ke tk...
tpi aku nk kau blang akurh whether friendship kiterg ok ke tk..
itu jer...

2010-06-05T09:18:00.000-07:00

kau apehal...
so what kalau aku suker kau...aku tk suro kau jadi mataer aku perh...
aku msg2 kau pun psl aku tk pernah ade kwn mcm kau yg sanggup layan aku for how many hours walaupun aku sentiase gyler...kau tgok skrg!!kau buat aku tknk bbual ngan kau..kau sukekan!!k fine!!aku tau kau suke bestfren aku..tpi aderh ker aku kacau hidop korang??aku stakat msg kau jer taw...kau da tau aku suker kau..kau nk buat aper buat lar...tpi kau pikir sikit..aderh ker aku DESPERATE sngt nk kau??kalau aku desperate sngt aku da lame mintak kau stead atau blang kau aku suker kau...

2010-06-04T21:58:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE!!
i may not be on9 most of the time coz will be at tiong bahru..dad's crib..so please3 layan me..sms me or ajak me kluar..haha..dun wanna stay at there for for 1 whole week without going out..haizz..obviously i'll wear tudong..heheh..but will open otw..haha..bad girl huh..haha..kaeys2 please sms me sum1..i'm freaking bored!!

2010-06-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

heylo,
going to post a proper post.
woke up 10.30.went out at 11+ and went to school to retrieve my wallet.but i was wearing home clothes.WTH rite..so i ask a lot of ppl can use home clothes go school they said no.so i ask this GUY since he had spent four years in dat skool..but in the end he said no..so i freaked out.i called hid when i was near school.she told to just go in.in the end,i went in n retrieve my wallet..woohoo!but was given a warning.heehee..
i quickly went to the bus-stop to wait for the bus to lot as i was scared that i wud be late.
but i was not.i called hid n she said she was going to the movies.i told her to come down hel me to withdraw money.so she went to meet me with sakinah.while they were walking sabrina join them n meet me at DBS.we withdraw $30 from my bro's bank.yeah!got lots of money..thank u GD for transferring money..heheh..so off we went to the movies late.we actually wanted to change n watch SHREK but we decided to watch furry vengeance since we were only a few minutes late.the show was so funny..afta dat..went KFC..ate..while leaving the cinema met the GUY.we were like didn't know each other..haha..so afta eating went to arcade..met the GUY again..although we didn't talk we sms a lot..hahah..while doing all this sabrina was like so irritating seyh...sorry no offence..geram tau..forc-ed hid to get out of the arcade n walk2 n bought stuffs.keep bumping into dat GUY...afta dat lepak..afta a few disagreements went to library and sneak2 play uno.all went hme wif the rest..rode 300 wif sabby since dun wanna go hme.then went down the same bus stop wif sabby.in the end stayed at sabrina's crib.sms ksan if can go hme late and she was like nagging so went hme at 5+.n dat was like a few minutes lepak-ing at sabby's crib.haizz..so sad...went hme...did'nt talk to sis.sms that GUY and do my own things..haha

2010-06-04T08:31:00.001-07:00

satu da settle...
lagy satu timbul...
mepekzz siol...
geram sia...aku skrg ngah stress taw...
kau rase2 aku leyh approach kat saper...
satu2 tk free ataupun aku tk rapat...
wth..
mcmane aku nk cari the right person nieyh..

2010-06-02T06:45:00.000-07:00

sorry bout my previous post
actually i seriously meant that..haha
sorry ehk...
i'm forgiving u..okays??
be urself..i mean be a better one..
i mean...arhgg..wadeva lar...
i'm not saying u shud absolutely change..it's ur choice..
but u've got to control urself at times..
i noe sumtymes u are so uncontrollable but hu doesn't too..
but don't do it often..
i'm not saying i am better than u..pls dun tink lyk dat.haha..
kay2....

2010-06-01T09:04:00.000-07:00

sorry didn't post for a long time yeah..post at 1 blog abt sum1..
ehk..i dun tink we care bout u animore..
so u dun haf to waste ur time cuming back to us..(if u are)
kalau kau nk bbual psl kyterorg ke spread rumours ke wadeva shit about us..
naseb kau kalau kyterorg naek angin psl kyterorg cunfurm maki kau...
kau nk maki,maki arh..
aku tk ckp tk boleh...
tpi obviously kiterorg akan maki blek so wad to do...
kalau kau benci aku..aku tk heran
kau buat lar aper kau nk ehk..psl i fucking dun care..
kau tkmo lar nangis..nanti aku rase pulak kesian..haizz..
sebenarnye..kalau kau nk nangis,nangis lar kat umah.tkmo buat tmpat laen banjir.buat jer umah kau banjir.hehe..kay lame..hah
lastly aku nk ucapkan terima kasih for wadeva u haf done..tpi aku ttap benci kau..
sorry kalau kau sedih ..but wad to do..

salam sejahtera,
nailah/nutella/nylon

eh aperh aku niey kay sorry formal sangat,
adios,
NAILAH/NuTeLlA/Nylon

scared

2010-05-29T09:33:00.000-07:00

i dunno y but sumtimes i'm so scared of u guys...stop talking to me like that..i know it was my mistake..so wad do u wan me to do..dun n stop making my life miserable..

i wish sakinah will always be very2 free.so whenever i need her i'll be there.my fren frm unity too..she always hangout wif her school friends..

Sabrina

2010-05-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

kays i'm sorry....but i dun wanna get near you coz i'm scared i'll hurt u.i can't stand it if u're hurt.u'll make me cry.even if u allow me to cum back what abt the rest...actually i'm trying to forget u so that i wun cry that much.but it just seems so hard.i wanna be friends wif u but everytyme i'm getting closer wif u i'll remember bout the past.and it just hurts me and i'll think of doing negative things..i dunno wad to do...

FRIENDS:

2010-05-23T02:59:00.000-07:00

THIS LYRICS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU GUY

maafkan jika memang kini
harusku tinggalkan dirimu
kerna hatiku slalu kau lukai
ku menangis
membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
ku menangis
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

cukup sudah kesabaran ku ini
cukup sudah derita ku alami
walaupun engkaukan ku sayangi hingga ke akhir nafas ku
inikah tanda setianya dari mu
cukup sudah air mata titis ke bumi
pengorbanan yang tak jemu terhadap mu
kejujuran dan keikhlasan dariku
sanggup kau memilihnya dan tinggalkan diriku
puasku mencari segala kesilapan ku

.......cuba kau jujur padaku
.......kok kamu diam begitu
.......jwb atau aku pergi......
apa maumu....
jangan hubungiku lagi

.... aku pinta
kau akan slalu setia
.....aku mohon
kau slalu menemani
saatku tgah terluka
....jangan engkau
pergi tinggalkan aku

cerita tentang masa lalu
cerita tentang kau dan aku
kini tinggal hanya kenangan
kau abadi di dalam hatiku
harus takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
derita tang mendera kapan akan berakhir
hanya engkau yang mampu taklkukan hatiku

when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
coz i miss you
whenever ure not around

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, she lost her soul
To a girl so heartless
How could you be so heartless
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gon be keep hating me
And we just gon be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right

My life with you means everything
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me

tertutup sudah pintu
pintu hatiku
yang pernah terbuka untuk
hanya untukmu
kini kau pergi
dari hidupku
dengarlah matahariku
suara tangisanku

TO SABRINA

2010-05-21T19:01:00.000-07:00

Sabrina,
i'm sorry for what i've done in the past.i noe now u r having problems.i've read ur blog.actually khalisah's a bit right.to u,u treated us fairly but to me i dun tink so.u make us feel comfortable wif u then u leave us.i'm sorry to say dis.but if u need anything i'm always free.wish that dis fighting wud stop.i noe now since khalisah is with suzy u are trying to be dania most of the time.y?nvm.i'm juz telling i'll be there for u always.

~Nailah~

u noe y

2010-05-15T17:29:00.000-07:00

dear friend,
the first time i met u i felt as if we knew each other.i dunno y.when i get to know u u were lyk a different person.i tried to get closer to u but somethings always get in the way.i noe dis sounds stupid and i think it is to NOW.when i went into ur house it was like i was in an angel's house.hahahabut these days there are more ppl for me to look afta or our clique would be falling apart.

BYE!!

2010-05-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

BYE!!

i gave up on you so.BYE!coz i noe if i keep chasing you it's no use.Aniwae u are chasing someone else.haha.i won't forever be ur.....................haiz...sorry for all the posts..hahaBye!will forever miss you as a........although we still meet every schooldays u are just my fren

Emo!!

2010-05-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

these days i always seem to be emo.and i would have post thtem in this blog.how i wish i didn't really break their hearts like mine is...if only my wishes would come true....sorry guys..but i ..am back to my old life again..if someone were to kill me, won't that be easier.but it is oso a stupid thing..i feel like crying...which i am right now...hah!what shud i do?shud i seek a counsellor??but if i do,i wud be very speechless.i mean totally.or my friends.could they really help me.are they reliable.or even my family..i am so damn stress.i dun even know why i am crying now...got nothing more to say..tomorrow eng. paper.wish me all the best.and good luck to u alls..

FAILED FRIENDSHIP

2010-05-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

we may not know when we hurt the people at that time,but we do know
when people hurt us at that time.

-sometimes we found something new but simply throw it away when we found something much more new.
-simply saying,when we found a new friend we would be with him/her most of the time but when we found another friend,we just ignore our old friend and be with the new friend most of the time.

2010-05-02T09:53:00.000-07:00

You couldn't understand,
even if you tried,
the reason that she cries at night,
the reason she tries to hide.

Don't try to come close,
she'll just push you away,
there's something that you don't know,
words she couldn't say.

She tries with all her might,
to be herself around her friends,
but something doesn't feel right,
a broken heart that could not mend.

She pretends that she's strong,
a tough outer shell,
but there's always something wrong,
she's trapped in her Hell.

She wants to speak,
to tell you all the truth,
but she is way too weak,
broken without any glue.

Painfully shy;
the bird that couldn't fly.
Dying on the inside;
a body without a mind.

Maybe if you took the time,
find the person she tries to be.
Maybe if you looked inside,
you'd realize she is me.

Poems!poems!poems!!

2010-05-02T00:36:00.000-07:00

Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
losing everyone around you in such little time.
I try not to worry since they’re left in the past but it’s hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.
It’s hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you’re on the verge of a breakdown.
I’ve lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.
You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they’ve left me in the past which was their plan of attack.
The pain of losing them will never go away.
I’m tired of feeling like this everyday.
I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing’s wrong.

THIS IS FOR YOU!!
NUR _ _ _ _ _ _ _ BINTE _ _ _ _ _ _

friends

2010-04-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

this year,i found this very special friend.everyone wants to be her twin or her best friend.i dunno wads wrong with me but i think i'm jealous.i dun think they realise dat i wanna be their best friend.haiz...

Sometymes i wud remember that

S-k
D-s
N-h
S-xy
And it hurts:(

so fucking stress!!

2010-04-25T09:36:00.000-07:00

so stress!!SO STRESS!!
things to do:
-study
-do homework
-must try pass mid year
-save more spent less
-do what i promised people
-try not to make people sad
-not to be lazy
-change n be someone better!!
n many more....
:c:(>c>(

who??

2010-04-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

i just realised...all of my posts is so bad..is it really me posting those posts??i feel guilty posting those posts..wad shud i do right now..when can i have a normal life??i broke a lot of people hearts..is it truly me who broke their hearsts.its so hard to believe this..haizz..What's going on with me??or my life??what the hell is wrong??i feel lyk dying..OH GOD!!do i really have to go through this all the time??

GRRRRRRRR!!!

2010-04-03T22:45:00.000-07:00

HEY,

i just wanted to post that i really hate some ****** people....WTF sia u all..i neva do aniting,been kind to u guys but then u called people names.....U think its funny...have u ever heard a starterer laugh...: HA...HA....HA...
lame sia u...i dun wanna waste my time n go approach n talk to u sia....i juz wanna say dat u're FUCKING IRRITATING!!!

n u...OMG
aren't u ashamed..u make me feel so scared of boys right now..i dun wanna meet u or reply to ur sms anymore...Look in the mirror n be urself!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKING BITCH!!

FUCK OFF!!

2010-03-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

I am actually surprise dat i am going to talk abt this girl whom i talk abt in my blog before....

FUCK YOU!!!NNBZ

who do u tink u are..thank god u are not in the same school as me.I could swear dat if i were to see u again i'll feel lyk killing u.why is it against the law to kill people.if is not against the law,i wud haf kil the veery minute when i meet u.its vear heart breaking to hear dat u bully my truefren.i juz wish dat all ur frenz wud come to their senses n not be frenz wif ucoz

u're a FUCKING,IRRITATING,STOUT,STUPID (n many more) GIRL

juz fuck off all my frenz and my life!!!

SORIE

2010-03-27T09:42:00.000-07:00

SORIEEEE!!!!!
i didn't know that you wud be very haertbroken...
sorie.its not that i hate you..
pls3 dun leave...
juz forget everything i said yestersay...
im sorie..really2 sorie.
y am so stupid as to tel u dat..
im so stupid!!!
pls dun take it to heart..
im crying now coz i hurt u so much
hope u are nt crying..

SORIE!!!!!!!!

YOU.@!!#$^%

2010-03-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

OMG!!
can you for once stop it!!
everyday you never fails to break my heart..
from what i saw,,i dun realy think i exist to you guys..
Hah!!i still remember when you said you wud treat all of us the same.
but in the end???
are you trustworthy..
you only notice me when i cry..
isn't that true..
then the rest of your c...
keep looking down on me..
how do you think it feels???!!
i know you didn't had much love from your parents when you were a kid.
and you had a miserable life..
so what!!??
do i have to be the same.
you said you were going to try your best..
but i dun think so you are.
i know you but you dunno me.
do u know how broken-heartening this is??
ur own ...doesn't know her own ....
i wanna stop here..
i feel lyk crying..
juz can't go on..
i think all of my post this year wud be all sddening posts..

$pe(1@LLy for YOU

2010-03-21T10:10:00.000-07:00

I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE!!!
I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE!!!
this is ur 2nd tyme f.. wif another g...
you noe dat u are m... n u still did it.
i forgif u the first tyme but then...
to tel dat g.... the truth,i am really not comfortable wif u
u always break my heart but i dun show it to u
wen i broke ur heart,u wud show it to everyone including me
u've broke my heart more tymes than i did
u wud deny wen u read this but think and remember carefully
if anyone were to ask me if i luf u and y..
i wud say yes but JUZ B'COZ she's my m.....
NOTHING ELSE!!!

SCHOOL!!!

2010-03-11T00:22:00.000-08:00

TOday back to school.
juz finish camp...cried on last day(yesterday)
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!i freking want to see those trainers again...
The camp was totally a long story..
don't wish to blog about it now..
i am at lot 1 library and theres only how many cents left...
me and my friends are ok..at home normal,boring,miserable............life...
i juz wish to have a labtop..
oh wan to surf internet

bye!!
blog again next tyme..

i'm back

2010-02-28T07:10:00.000-08:00

HHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

it's been months since i've last post...been busy..
i am now in secondary school...
met new frenz n old frenz....
my life CHANGE...
not totally change..

As usualllllll,
everyday it must start with a good/bad day and ends with a bad/good
never in my whole life have i ever had a whole bad day or good day...

aniwaes i sometymes kept thinking of my problems..
too many things in my mind..
i juz hope my new frenz won't get disturb by my ++emo actions++

hope to post ASAP..
BYEZZ.lights off n gudnytezzz
sign out,
NAILAH

goodbye

2009-11-22T01:32:00.000-08:00

Arghh!!!!!
no more school....???thattt fun.......no more frens...????thatt sux...next year secondary...OMG...everything seems to be happening so fast...will i ever see my frens again??i wish...i hope i won repeat..i will get same school as my frens and my resullt won be bad...these are my wishes..i have become very forgetful these day..last thursday..i lost my phone 3 times..and my wallet once..my friend said that i was old...i was lyk...wtf!!!!not only if you are old you be forgetful...stress may cause them...HAixx....now...i have the same problems like last tyme..wif family and frens...why can't this thing stop......oh i 4got...i juz realise dat if i daydream i will cry....becoz....i keep thinking of sad things like fighting wif my frens and losing them...my life really2 is very very...i dunno how to say....troublesome maybe..or hard...or oh wadeva...

PSLE

2009-10-07T01:58:00.000-07:00

today 1st day PSLE.english paper .

How do you feel b4 taking exam:
I was very scared.scared.scared..worried.scared.scared.scared.

How do you feel afta exam:
SCared.worried.scared.worried.

Anyway,right now i am so worried of tomorrow math exam.i always fail time management during maths.Seriously.hmm.i usually study at night.dunno y..juz in the mood at nite tyme.hahas..rite now dunno if in mood or not.probably not.wadeva.OMG.i can't believe today iis PSLE.i am trying not to be so scared,worried,confuse,can't think and many more.well ,it's kind of hard controlling my feelings.but in the end i give up.but i was not really (all those feelings i said).i still can't believe it is PSLE.gosh. i really2 hope that i've done well today.i was very sleepy while doing the exam.i can't stand it but continue on writing.i dunno wad shit i wrote.a few minutes later,i was not sleepy anymore so i check through and do it again.haha.i was really rushing.ooh it's five .got to go.Bye!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-04T23:08:00.000-07:00

dear FRIEND,
today i just find out that we've been getting further and further as days goes by.You know maybe i am jealous or angry or sad or even confuse.What the HELL is happening?i seem to lost everything as days goes by.Maybe i am hopeless.Or maybe someone put a curse on me[JK].i've become more lonelier.i dun have any one's shoulder to lie on when i am sad.i dun have anyone there for me when i am feeling uneasy.i've feel as if i want to give up.maybe if was not in this world everything would be bettter.this wednesday will be my first written PSLE paper.As days goes by, i have been becoming lazier and stress and worried.Aniwae,ON last monday i am sick till now.i dun wish to go to the doctor.i won't tell you why.no one understand me.Everyday i go to school as normal but no one knows how i really feel inside.in me,i am crying,stress,worried,lonely and more.i just wish i will get a good aggregade.a good and comfortable school.and also i wish to have a friend which i can rely on ALL THE TIME.i just hope this would all come true.

sorie

2009-09-11T03:21:00.000-07:00

to dis girl.sooori.i have been toking abt you..i noe.i am so over rite.hahas.sori.but i duno how you feel after reading all the post.Sorie..

i've had enough

2009-09-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

to this girl who is in the saame school and level with me.Stop it.just stop it!you serious about killing me?huh?i treat you nicely and this is how you repay me.hello.excuse me!i am not a thing.ok.i am not a thing which you can use then throw it away!you've been talking bad about me,right.all this time i have been giving in to you since you are younger than me.but right now you way too over.i dun noe whether it is true but from your behaviour towards me it is so obvious you hate me!!anyway,just curious, why the hell do you hate me???juz b'coz i hangout with another girl you HATE me??!!this is just not fair..compare your mistakes and mine.who has more?if you think both are the same i dun care.if our mistakes are the same,why the hell do you hate me??if you think mine is more,i dunno what to say,just think again.do you really want to do this.huh?hate me forever..hurt my friend...and many more.you think you are doing the right thing??if i have any wrong you could at least approach me and tell me what is my wrong and not talk abt me behind my back..you made me so mad right now.thank god you are still my friend.i might have kill you.you dun believe..ask nurizzati amirah have i choke her once?

friends

2009-09-01T00:14:00.000-07:00

to all my friends..Stop giving me problemss.i now have a lot of problems and you guys are just addding on to them.because of this problems i cannot concentrate.becoz of i can't concentrate,my exams marks drop.becoz of this,i lose hope.i feel lyk killing myself.but i think tat is such a stupid thing to do so i juz use staples scratch my hand till it bleed.(my family don't know this)anyway its not tat bad.now i am going to talk abt my friends.
there is this girl name.............. who is in class 6. _ change the attitude,hurt my friends an my feelings and many more.she has a new friend.she WAS my closest friend but now i dunno whether she friend me or not.you see,the problem is that something or someone change her attitude till she HATE me.MAYBE this girl whom she just made friends with change her.or maybe b'coz i did not hangout with her and she became like this.What is wong with her?!and if this gir i reading this i think that you shud just say it right infront of me and not behind me.abt my other friends whom you've hurt tat is between you and them.i dun care.i juz need to know do you friend me or not. and why?(if you said no)and i juz hope you realise what you are doing.that ia all i have to say.and i didn't know you are such a LIAR.you are juz the same like you NEW friend

Get out of my mind

2009-09-01T00:03:00.001-07:00

today very boring..but at least i get to use this labtop.yesterday was very irritating.i was very2 hurt by someone.someone said something bad abt me.i dunno why.i don't understand her.i have been supporthing her when she was fiighting with someone.tpi ni balasannye.what wrong did i did to her.i know i have been hanging out with this girl.ok so sorry.juz that you HATE me.At least accept me as your friend.i know i have not been hanging out with you but i'll try.but there was once i tried talking to you but you tried to avoid me and ignore me.how do you expect me to talk to you if this is your attitude.you even talk bad things about my friends.even the one whho was the closest to you.How could you.and you have been hanging out with this girl.something or someone made you change yourself.right now,i don't even know you.i am sorry if i hurt you but i have to say this ,not only me but my other friends who you hurt too."grow up.stop being childish as to friend this person.don't friend this person"it is freaking childish.

STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!!!

2009-06-16T02:35:00.000-07:00

why is all my exam marks all went down.Why the hell did this happen.I hate my life.I wish someone could help me.I can't stand.I want to give up but i can't.Something in my had is telling me to keep on studying.i mean..what shud i do???sometymes i feel like studying,sometymes not.What shud i do?Shud i or shud i not study?I told my truefriend how i am feeling and she comfort me by telling me not to lose hope and continue to study.Now i am still studying b'coz of her.but seriously i kept thinking shud i or shud i not study?

My Luyf Sux

1)You cannot always havehappiness, but you can always give happiness.

2)Don't be too quick to judge.Praise people loudly, but blame them softly.

3)Jealousy will get you nowhere. Sorry.. Yes, it...

4) Sometimes the good walks right out of your life..leaving room for the great. Let it go!

5)When your soulmate arrives,it'll be clear to you why it didn't work out with anyone else.

6) If you're in a bad relationship,either do something about it or shut the hell up!

7) All women are born deserving love. Choosing that is up to them.

8) The past has no power over you. You know that it's over, and you live solely in the present... Move! Go Forward!

scared

Sabrina

FRIENDS:

TO SABRINA

u noe y

BYE!!

Emo!!

FAILED FRIENDSHIP

Poems!poems!poems!!

friends

so fucking stress!!

who??

GRRRRRRRR!!!

FUCK OFF!!

SORIE

YOU.@!!#$^%

$pe(1@LLy for YOU

SCHOOL!!!

i'm back

goodbye

PSLE

sorie

i've had enough

friends

Get out of my mind

STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!!!

1)You cannot always have
happiness, but you can always give happiness.

2)Don't be too quick to judge.
Praise people loudly, but blame them softly.

3)Jealousy will get you nowhere. Sorry.. Yes, it
...

4)
Sometimes the good walks right out of your life..
leaving room for the great. Let it go!

5)When your soulmate arrives,
it'll be clear to you why it didn't work out with anyone else.

6) If you're in a bad relationship,
either do something about it or shut the hell up!