i dunno y but sumtimes i'm so scared of u guys...stop talking to me like that..i know it was my mistake..so wad do u wan me to do..dun n stop making my life miserable..

i wish sakinah will always be very2 free.so whenever i need her i'll be there.my fren frm unity too..she always hangout wif her school friends..


kays i'm sorry....but i dun wanna get near you coz i'm scared i'll hurt u.i can't stand it if u're hurt.u'll make me cry.even if u allow me to cum back what abt the rest...actually i'm trying to forget u so that i wun cry that much.but it just seems so hard.i wanna be friends wif u but everytyme i'm getting closer wif u i'll remember bout the past.and it just hurts me and i'll think of doing negative things..i dunno wad to do...


THIS LYRICS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU GUY


maafkan jika memang kini
harusku tinggalkan dirimu
kerna hatiku slalu kau lukai
ku menangis
membayangkan
betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku
ku menangis
kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku
harus slalu kau tahu
aku lah hati yang telah kau sakiti

cukup sudah kesabaran ku ini
cukup sudah derita ku alami
walaupun engkaukan ku sayangi hingga ke akhir nafas ku
inikah tanda setianya dari mu
cukup sudah air mata titis ke bumi
pengorbanan yang tak jemu terhadap mu
kejujuran dan keikhlasan dariku
sanggup kau memilihnya dan tinggalkan diriku
puasku mencari segala kesilapan ku

.......cuba kau jujur padaku
.......kok kamu diam begitu
.......jwb atau aku pergi......
apa maumu....
jangan hubungiku lagi

.... aku pinta
kau akan slalu setia
.....aku mohon
kau slalu menemani
saatku tgah terluka
....jangan engkau
pergi tinggalkan aku

cerita tentang masa lalu
cerita tentang kau dan aku
kini tinggal hanya kenangan
kau abadi di dalam hatiku
harus takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
derita tang mendera kapan akan berakhir
hanya engkau yang mampu taklkukan hatiku

when i'm with you
i'll make every second count
coz i miss you
whenever ure not around

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

In the night, I hear them talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, she lost her soul
To a girl so heartless
How could you be so heartless
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
They don't know what we been through
They don't know about me and you
So why I got something new to see?
And you just gon be keep hating me
And we just gon be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right


My life with you means everything
Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me

tertutup sudah pintu
pintu hatiku
yang pernah terbuka untuk
hanya untukmu
kini kau pergi
dari hidupku
dengarlah matahariku
suara tangisanku













Sabrina,
i'm sorry for what i've done in the past.i noe now u r having problems.i've read ur blog.actually khalisah's a bit right.to u,u treated us fairly but to me i dun tink so.u make us feel comfortable wif u then u leave us.i'm sorry to say dis.but if u need anything i'm always free.wish that dis fighting wud stop.i noe now since khalisah is with suzy u are trying to be dania most of the time.y?nvm.i'm juz telling i'll be there for u always.


~Nailah~


dear friend,
the first time i met u i felt as if we knew each other.i dunno y.when i get to know u u were lyk a different person.i tried to get closer to u but somethings always get in the way.i noe dis sounds stupid and i think it is to NOW.when i went into ur house it was like i was in an angel's house.hahahabut these days there are more ppl for me to look afta or our clique would be falling apart.


BYE!!


these days i always seem to be emo.and i would have post thtem in this blog.how i wish i didn't really break their hearts like mine is...if only my wishes would come true....sorry guys..but i ..am back to my old life again..if someone were to kill me, won't that be easier.but it is oso a stupid thing..i feel like crying...which i am right now...hah!what shud i do?shud i seek a counsellor??but if i do,i wud be very speechless.i mean totally.or my friends.could they really help me.are they reliable.or even my family..i am so damn stress.i dun even know why i am crying now...got nothing more to say..tomorrow eng. paper.wish me all the best.and good luck to u alls..




we may not know when we hurt the people at that time,but we do know
when people hurt us at that time.

-sometimes we found something new but simply throw it away when we found something much more new.
-simply saying,when we found a new friend we would be with him/her most of the time but when we found another friend,we just ignore our old friend and be with the new friend most of the time.


You couldn't understand,
even if you tried,
the reason that she cries at night,
the reason she tries to hide.

Don't try to come close,
she'll just push you away,
there's something that you don't know,
words she couldn't say.

She tries with all her might,
to be herself around her friends,
but something doesn't feel right,
a broken heart that could not mend.

She pretends that she's strong,
a tough outer shell,
but there's always something wrong,
she's trapped in her Hell.

She wants to speak,
to tell you all the truth,
but she is way too weak,
broken without any glue.

Painfully shy;
the bird that couldn't fly.
Dying on the inside;
a body without a mind.

Maybe if you took the time,
find the person she tries to be.
Maybe if you looked inside,
you'd realize she is me.


Do you know what it feels like to be left behind?
losing everyone around you in such little time.
I try not to worry since they’re left in the past but it’s hard going through life knowing nothing ever lasts.
It’s hard to hide behind this frown, When on the inside you’re on the verge of a breakdown.
I’ve lost everyone that meant the world to me. All I have left of them are these memories.
You have no idea how badly I want them back. But they’ve left me in the past which was their plan of attack.
The pain of losing them will never go away.
I’m tired of feeling like this everyday.
I feel like I no longer belong.
I fake my happiness to show nothing’s wrong.


THIS IS FOR YOU!!
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