Sunday, October 4, 2009 at 11:08 PM
dear FRIEND,
today i just find out that we've been getting further and further as days goes by.You know maybe i am jealous or angry or sad or even confuse.What the HELL is happening?i seem to lost everything as days goes by.Maybe i am hopeless.Or maybe someone put a curse on me[JK].i've become more lonelier.i dun have any one's shoulder to lie on when i am sad.i dun have anyone there for me when i am feeling uneasy.i've feel as if i want to give up.maybe if was not in this world everything would be bettter.this wednesday will be my first written PSLE paper.As days goes by, i have been becoming lazier and stress and worried.Aniwae,ON last monday i am sick till now.i dun wish to go to the doctor.i won't tell you why.no one understand me.Everyday i go to school as normal but no one knows how i really feel inside.in me,i am crying,stress,worried,lonely and more.i just wish i will get a good aggregade.a good and comfortable school.and also i wish to have a friend which i can rely on ALL THE TIME.i just hope this would all come true.