today 1st day PSLE.english paper .

How do you feel b4 taking exam:
I was very scared.scared.scared..worried.scared.scared.scared.

How do you feel afta exam:
SCared.worried.scared.worried.

Anyway,right now i am so worried of tomorrow math exam.i always fail time management during maths.Seriously.hmm.i usually study at night.dunno y..juz in the mood at nite tyme.hahas..rite now dunno if in mood or not.probably not.wadeva.OMG.i can't believe today iis PSLE.i am trying not to be so scared,worried,confuse,can't think and many more.well ,it's kind of hard controlling my feelings.but in the end i give up.but i was not really (all those feelings i said).i still can't believe it is PSLE.gosh. i really2 hope that i've done well today.i was very sleepy while doing the exam.i can't stand it but continue on writing.i dunno wad shit i wrote.a few minutes later,i was not sleepy anymore so i check through and do it again.haha.i was really rushing.ooh it's five .got to go.Bye!!!!!!!!!!


dear FRIEND,
today i just find out that we've been getting further and further as days goes by.You know maybe i am jealous or angry or sad or even confuse.What the HELL is happening?i seem to lost everything as days goes by.Maybe i am hopeless.Or maybe someone put a curse on me[JK].i've become more lonelier.i dun have any one's shoulder to lie on when i am sad.i dun have anyone there for me when i am feeling uneasy.i've feel as if i want to give up.maybe if was not in this world everything would be bettter.this wednesday will be my first written PSLE paper.As days goes by, i have been becoming lazier and stress and worried.Aniwae,ON last monday i am sick till now.i dun wish to go to the doctor.i won't tell you why.no one understand me.Everyday i go to school as normal but no one knows how i really feel inside.in me,i am crying,stress,worried,lonely and more.i just wish i will get a good aggregade.a good and comfortable school.and also i wish to have a friend which i can rely on ALL THE TIME.i just hope this would all come true.